Monday, September 11, 2006

31st August 2006
hari yang amat pilu untuk aku. hari dimana orang yang aku amat sayangi telah kembali ke tanganNya. kenapa pada 30 haribulan Ogos malam aku tidak angkat kolnyer. aku tinggalkan handphone aku kat dalam barrack. kenapa aku tak bawak handphone aku pegi class malam tuh.
malam tuh aku balik barrack, aku kol rumah berbual ngan mak aku. kenapa aku tak kol handphone nyer. sekurang kurangnyer aku dapat dengar suara nyer yang terakhir. aku amat sedih sekali. kenapa pemergiannyer amat mengejutkan? kenapa dia tidak tunggu saat aku ada dihadapannyer?
abah, maafkanlah kesalahan anakmu ini. aku akan tetap mendoakan untuk abah...
Mohamed B Isnan
1944 - 2006
Dedicate this song to him, my lovely father:
PROMISE
What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you
11:45 AM